Uhm I have a really bad fetish that seems to grow in response to stress. I can t…

Uhm I have a really bad fetish that seems to grow in response to stress. I can t seem to stop. My T says it acts a lot like ocd, wed with a bodily response. I ve quit in the past, but it came back and now I don t know what to do. I hate it. This isn t my normal. Whats the first step to stopping this horrible compulsion? I don t know what to do. Everytime I set a boundry for myself I get so nervous that I immediately violate it and myself. PLease

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